No one understands my poor Jason. He's different. His brain follows different paths from other peoples'. They all hate and despise him for leaving King Michael. They think he was a terrible husband and father. Yes, he was wrong to leave Michael and go to Conrex. If he had gone to any other place, people still would have thought him weak, but not a traitor. And yes, he was a rather terrible husband and father. But everything's relative. How good you are at something in the eyes of the world isn't a fair judgment. For example, most of my friends aren't good at volleyball. I am, but that's because I trained for years. Because I have different experiences and a different personality, you would expect different things of me.
Jason's background and personality have some serious flaws, especially in a medieval setting. He has no social scripts. He can't deal with people, he doesn't know how. And because his entire early life was spent in training, he never had much opportunity or motive to develop scripts, to learn how to deal with people. He learned the rules of combat perfectly, and worked himself with a single-minded focus to become the best. He is the most formidable fighter. He knows perfectly the rules and techniques for fighting. That is all he spent his life learning.
And then he was forced to marry at fifteen. That is too young, far too young for almost all boys, especially Jason. Instead of helping him to relate to and understand girls, it crippled his social abilities even further. Because he was married, he no longer was forced to go to certain social gatherings. And his wife was completely the wrong girl for him. She was an inner princess--she needed to be adored and pampered. Adored and pampered and flattered and praised. Jason doesn't do that. He can't. He's no poet, and he's not glib of tongue. He is painfully blunt. He sees the world as he sees it and will never say otherwise. He needs a girl who doesn't need to be coddled, one who can handle the plain truth. Jason's personality stereotype he most closely matches is the strong, quiet, curt farmer of the midwest. Thrives in a hard life, but luxury doesn't make sense to him. He needs to be working.
And now Jason is 28. His wife has been dead for some years, and his daughter (whose personality is a clone of her mother's) is nearing the teenage years. She has no affection for her father, and feels abandoned by him. Well, because he did rather abandon her. Not leaving her flat, but he sent her to his sister and brother in law. He felt that he couldn't take care of her, but they could. And they can. But now his life is a bloody mess and he doesn't know what he's doing. He's finally come to talk to King Michael again. He apologized, so very humbly, and the King remains huffy and self-righteously indignant. And soon as the apology was over, the King told Jason he should get married again.
As though King Michael hasn't had enough say in Jason's marital status.
Jason is champing at the bit, confused, frustrated, and angry. He's a good man, and he knows it, yet the world has painted him the villain--or worse, the incompetent idiot. He doesn't fit into the world he's in, and he's hated, despised, and looked down on because of it. Poor boy.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
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Yay! i like jason! if i was a character in your head, i'd volunteer to be jason's wife (although i don't think i'm a good match for him either.)
ReplyDeleteAnd! i LOVED that you used socials scripts! (my little girl!!! *single tear*) hahaha
i love you stories and your talent to come up with something great and fascinating.
in short...you're amazing.